In Church And Hurting

Have you ever gotten dressed for church when you don't feel like going ? Or your heart just isn't in the right place . Well sis let me tell you it’s one of the hardest thing i ever had to do . I remember getting a phone call from some of my church members . They made sure no matter what i was going thru i still needed a little Jesus in my life. I remember sitting in my car outside of the church debating if i should drive back home or Go inside . Then i remembered missionary saying if i don't see you by 10:30 am I'm sending Deacon or myself will come and get you . I stayed in my car with tears running down my face asking God where he was . Why should i go and greet all these happy people when im hurting . Why should i put a smile on there face when i need someone to put a smile on my face . As i enter the church i was greeted with a smile and hug from one of the sister she then said . " i miss you and im so glad to see you .I heared God say if i can use them in the midst of the storm why i can’t i use you in the midst of your storm , The hugs and love i received made me feel so good . i felt at home and at peace . Sis let me tell you if you are hurting don’t run away from God . He wants you to run to him . He wants to use your story , He wants to use your pain to bless others .